Source @berbabe
My mom still thinks I am a virgin because of how I freak out whenever she mentions sex. Honestly, I just don’t like it when she mentions it, my friends and I can talk about it no problem.
ourtwobodiesintoonepinkcasket:
There’s just something about this I can’t leave alone, maybe I am meant to be alone. I’m faced with the constant thought that I’m not good enough for someone, and it’s true. There’s always someone better than me, no matter how much love I have to give, or how much I’m willing to take, or what I’m willing to do for you. There’s always someone better, maybe it is my fault. Im not enough, I’m too fucked up, I’m too sensitive, I’m too fat, I’m too disgusting. Maybe I should just keep to myself and not bother anyone. Maybe I should just forget about having a family and just focus on being by myself. Maybe someday I’ll get to the point where I don’t need love but at the end of the day, I’m a slave to it. I need that kind of affection in my life, I stay up a lot just beating myself up because I’m alone. I crave holding someone, I crave the feeling of being everything to someone, I crave the feeling of knowing you have someone. Maybe love is something I’m never meant to have.
Submitter by@guruzepol





